Now let me give you a little secret: Brahman doesn't give a damn about you at all! Because to Brahman you don't exist. You exist to your ego. Brahman doesn't know anything about you. Nothing at all. It's you that knows about yourself. It's what you appear to be right now that thinks it's a somebody or a something. And then you try to identify with something higher or become something higher and manipulate something higher. This is where suffering comes in. For as you try to do this your world falls apart. You cannot manipulate Brahman. You have to leave everything alone. Leave everything alone.