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Originally posted by JosephUK

Hi everyone :)

i feel a little lost , i seem to have reached a dramatic peak in my purification process from being deeply possessed by evil spirits and other awful things with massive blockages all over my body (psychotic)

to the relative purity of just having karmic or darkness without the voices (Hurray!)

I have two voices: my mind, intellectually understanding the problem and victim to all this and my soul or spirit :P

I have had a to be a warrior with much desire for healing and purity to get this far and God has given me the strength to bear it.

I'm working a very mundane job which i get great satisfaction from and i practise DM, Pranayama and Samyama (just settling in with that)

and i have experienced the witness at times of stress in the physical world.

Now, at first i felt lost but now i feel very excited. I can't believe i made it this far and yet there is an infinite journey ahead of me.

My question is this:

I'm reading about bhakti on AYP, is it the same or a higher version of focus?

and if so what do i do now I've been so focused on getting well, i need a number of different ishtas but wound't know where to start?

Bliss and ecstasy rule

Joe

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I'm reading about bhakti on AYP, is it the same or a higher version of focus?

and if so what do i do now I've been so focused on getting well, i need a number of different ishtas but wound't know where to start?

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