Lesson 195 - Q&A – Mantra, thoughts, and attention

From: Yogani
Date: Thu May 20, 2004 0:33pm

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Q: Along the 13 years, I have done japa of a few mantras several
hundred thousand times. One such specific mantra is "Om Namo
Naaraayanaaya" - you may know this as the mantra directed towards
Lord Vishnu. Due to the constant practise of mantra chanting, I find
a particular problem in the I AM meditation: The moment I start I AM,
my mind which is used to chanting something always, picks up the I AM
and continues with it. However my mind also wanders into other
thoughts, "even without giving up the "I AM". Now, should I consider
that my mind is with I AM because it is chanting it (or) should I
consider that my mind if off I AM since it is into other thoughts? If
I should consider that my mind is off I AM and therefore I should
bring it back, what should my mind think of? You have said that I
should not think on the meaning of I AM. What else is there to think
on, since my mind is already chanting I AM? What do you mean exactly
when you say "meditate on the sound I AM"?

A: The mantra and thoughts can be in the mind together. The mantra
can be going on even while we are thinking about something else. If
we have the mantra going on in the background while we are sorting
out our grocery list, is this meditation? Not if we are consciously
favoring the groceries over the mantra. Having the mantra going like
a motor in the mind without favoring it with our attention is not
deep meditation. Meditation is about favoring the mantra with our
attention, not about having the mantra going on automatically while
we are focusing on other things. What we want to make automatic is
bringing the attention easily back to the mantra when we realize
attention is off the mantra. So, if we have thoughts and mantra going
on at the same time, meditation is determined not by the presence of
the mantra, but by our favoring it with attention. Other thoughts may
still be there as we favor the mantra. It doesn't matter. It is
attention that determines the process. It we have the habit of
favoring the mantra with our attention when we realize we have not
been, that is right meditation.

This should answer your question about what to be thinking about
while "chanting" the mantra inside. It does not matter how many times
we repeat the mantra inside. Deep meditation is not mental chanting.
It is a process of using attention and the mantra together to create
a condition in the mind that enables it to go to stillness. Just
habitually chanting the mantra in the background inside while going
about all sorts of other mental business with the attention is not
deep meditation. In deep meditation, the attention is for favoring
the mantra. By doing this as a procedure for our allotted time of
meditation, the mantra will fade and become very refined over and
over again. At whatever level we find ourselves in the mind we come
back with attention and favor the mantra in that fuzzy refining
journey. Before we know it, our attention is without objects, not
even the mantra. It is a pleasurable feeling. This is samadhi, the
eighth limb of yoga. As this happens the breath refines, the
metabolism slows down, and obstructions throughout our nervous system
are dissolved from the inside. It is inner silence (pure bliss
consciousness) we are going to in deep meditation. All the good
results come from that, and it comes through a process of managing
our attention easily and rightly in meditation.


Q: I have a doubt: You have mentioned in your lessons that the mere
sound I AM removes the obstructions in the nervous system. In later
lessons, you have also elaborated that the sound I AM starts from the
third eye and goes all the way down to the perineum thru' the spine.
Such being the case, as long as the sound I AM is there in the mind,
the cleansing should take place with or without the attention, isn't
it? Over and above the cleansing done by the sound itself, is there
additional cleansing done by the "attention" part?

A: Consider the mantra to be a tool. If we have a hammer and keep it
with us at all times, will it build a house for us? Of course not.
Something more is needed. We need to apply the hammer with some
skill. A mantra is nothing if not applied with some skill.

I know that may go against the background of many, where mantras are
said to have magical powers and all that. Well, different sounds do
resonate differently in the nervous system and that is why different
mantras have different effects. But they are still just tools, and
won't do much unless applied with some skill. The mantra is a tool
that can be used to bring the mind and body to stillness. That
requires a method of using attention in a particular way with the
mantra. If we do, then attention will repeatedly be left standing
alone without any objects, including no mantra. That is as still as
it gets, and then the inner obstructions dissolve in that state of
deep silence in the nervous system. Once the obstructions are going,
then the inner silence is with us more and more in daily activity.

That is why we meditate using a particular procedure. The mantra
alone without correct application of attention is like a hammer with
no carpenter around. You are the carpenter!

The guru is in you.

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